Carmen Carrera's introduction to many of her fans started on the cult hit "RuPaul's Drag Race," where she became known for her flawless figure and glamorous look. Carrera, 24 of New Jersey, quickly turned into a fan favorite, even being brought back for another chance after her first elimination during the TV show's third season.
Now Carrera is baring a much more personal side, announcing that she's transgender and has begun transitioning to living as a woman full-time.
On a recent episode ofABC's"What Would You Do?"—a hidden camera show that tapes real people interacting to staged situations—Carrera portrayed a waitress being harrassed for being transgender. It was a fake scenario, but one that elicited very real responses, both from the diner customers who intervened to support Carrera and from Carrera herself.
It was Carrera's first public acknowledgement that she is transitioning, and after the show aired, RedEye talked to her at length about filming the episode, the challenges of living as a straight woman and whether she thinks the world is ready for more transgender drag queens.
Q: Congratulations on announcing your decision to transgender. Was that a tough call to make, or did it come naturally?
A: It was difficult at first, because, you know I wasn't sure what my family was going to think.
Q: When did you know it was right for you?
A: I kind of had an idea before I went to 'Drag Race,' so when I got the phone call for 'Drag Race,' I was like, OK, [transitioning] is going to have to wait. I went from 'Drag Race,' I came back and I was like, 'OK, I'm ready to do this now.' [But] I was thinking, 'Oh my God.' The feedback I was getting from my fans was like, 'Oh, you're such a hot guy.' I was like, 'Oh my God, am I going to lose my fans?'
Q: How did you approach announcing it?
A: I had a plan. I said, OK, I'm going to go film 'Drag Race.' I'm going to come back home from 'Drag Race,' and I'm just going to go back to my normal life. I'm going to just go to the doctor. I'm going to start my transition. I'm going to keep it really to myself and anything Carmen-related would be the drag shows. There wouldn't be anything really personal that I would talk about. I kind of did that. And I left little hints, little clues, you know?
A: When you transition, it's a long process. Some people are so, like, ignorant about it. They're like, 'Oh she's a girl tomorrow.' It's not like that. You have to literally, you take all this medication. It's really hard on your body. ... You're like morphing your body from the inside out, you know? It takes a while ... Plus I kind of wanted to wait until season four [of 'Drag Race'] was on, so it wasn't like such a big deal.
Q: Why is that?
A: When you're on TV, when it's current, you get a lot of judgement from people who they just kind of judge, thinking, 'Oh, she's never going to see this. Let me write this.' I've even done it. I watch the Kardashians, [thinking], 'Oh my God, this girl's such an airhead.' But I don't really know anyone on the show.
Q: So what did the response turn out to be?
A: I've gotten an overwhelmingly supportive response from everyone. I don't think I've seen anything negative.
Q: What was filming 'What Would Yo Do?" like?
A: Honestly, when I was a boy and I was out as a gay boy, I never really dealt with anyone bullying me or anything like that. So I was like, 'Oh, it's not going to happen to me.' My mind was like, that's not going to happen to me. I'm going to transition but everyone's going to accept it ... I was just like, OK, we're going to shoot this, it'll be fine. Whatever. I can deal.
Q: But it didn't turn out that way?
A: Even though I knew we were acting, even though I knew this guy was an actor, I knew what was going to happen, I knew the scenario. I just felt the energy from everyone else. ... When our scenario started to play out, I would see [customers in the diner] looking. And it made me feel so bad about myself. It made me feel like, ugh, this guy is making me feel wrong for being who I want to be. It was just a feeling that I've never felt before. I've seen other people go through it, but it was like a shock. I started crying the first time.
Q: That sounds rough.
A: Oh my God, it was just dramatic. It was so dramatic. I was shaking.
Q: It sounds like you were surprised at how honest your reaction was.
A: It was very real for me. I wasn't really trying to act anymore. I was really just reacting to the situation. ... The customers would say something or whisper something to me, like, 'Are you OK?' ... But then again, I knew, at the end of the day, this is something that needs to be spoken about.
Q: In what way?
A: I have so many transgender friends.... They'll tell me these stories, and I was like, 'Wow, I can't even imagine.' It hit me filming that I totally related to what they were saying. I understood.